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i just realized less than an hour ago that i am terrified of growing up and i dont want to. no, im not going to start doing it with little kids and calling myself peter pan or some shit, but ... you know what i mean.
they're just trying to make life harder and harder for everyone and never give anyone any breaks.
well, im sorry, i dont want to be the top of my class or work my ass off for years, just for someone to come along later and outdo me. i just want to listen to music and dance and wear pretty clothes and goddamnit GODDAMNIT it SUCKS that i have to do more than that. the world is so technological now and its supposed to be better than before, but i really don't think it is. there was a time when school ended in 8th grade and a girl could make a living dancing WITH HER CLOTHES ON and live in a new york loft with a maid and be very happy doing it. but not anymore.
that disgusts me.
i'm also sick of society in general. i am sick of everything in the world constantly being centered on the most shallow, idiotic things. you know there is a new tv show coming out about a plastic surgeon who seduces a lady and during their relationship uses plastic surgery to make her into his "perfect woman".
i know i'm not the only person who thinks like this. the only difference is, most everyone else just goes along with it.
i've given up on all of my role models.
actually, thats not true. it's just that i don't even know the most of their names. because my culture never taught me their names. because they don't matter. THEYRE NOT IMPORTANT in this day and age. because theyre a THREAT TO SOCIETY AS WE KNOW IT.
everything is so fucking mediocre and everyone just DEALS WITH IT.
they're just trying to make life harder and harder for everyone and never give anyone any breaks.
well, im sorry, i dont want to be the top of my class or work my ass off for years, just for someone to come along later and outdo me. i just want to listen to music and dance and wear pretty clothes and goddamnit GODDAMNIT it SUCKS that i have to do more than that. the world is so technological now and its supposed to be better than before, but i really don't think it is. there was a time when school ended in 8th grade and a girl could make a living dancing WITH HER CLOTHES ON and live in a new york loft with a maid and be very happy doing it. but not anymore.
that disgusts me.
i'm also sick of society in general. i am sick of everything in the world constantly being centered on the most shallow, idiotic things. you know there is a new tv show coming out about a plastic surgeon who seduces a lady and during their relationship uses plastic surgery to make her into his "perfect woman".
i know i'm not the only person who thinks like this. the only difference is, most everyone else just goes along with it.
i've given up on all of my role models.
actually, thats not true. it's just that i don't even know the most of their names. because my culture never taught me their names. because they don't matter. THEYRE NOT IMPORTANT in this day and age. because theyre a THREAT TO SOCIETY AS WE KNOW IT.
everything is so fucking mediocre and everyone just DEALS WITH IT.