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Apr 06, 2005 21:46

I dont feel great at all right now.
I love how my mother leads me to believe she's going to let me do things.
And then she drops the bomb that I can't go and how she can't believe I would think she would let me do something like drive out of town with a few boys after I drank two weeks earlier.

I was looking so forward to going that show.
My weekend has basically been killed.
I dont even feel like doing to AAR anymore.
Pretty much because it's nowhere near as good as the show in San Jose.
And I don't feel like I'll have anyone to be there with.

Although many of my friends are going.
I really am starting to feel alone again.
Like I did before Christmas Break.
The feeling that I have a lot of friends but none close enough.
If they were close they all of a sudden seem to find better friends they'd rather hang out with.
I don't feel like I have really any true friends anymore.
Except maybe Aldo.
And who knows, he might go and find someone he'd rather hang out with too.

Good job complaining, Kristine.
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