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ive been listening to mr. moore way too much now. because im thinking this whole situation is social darwinism. but eh. fuck it. its all already in the past now.
you must be questioning yourself why i am not at the park show, having fun and rocking out with my friends on this nice saturday night. why? because my parents went out, and didnt leave me money, a note, nothing. i had no way to contact them to tell them you know..hey i wanted to go. but no. my cell phone is dead, meaning i have no way to make a call, and we dont have a house phone. how fucked up? yes i am thinking so. nobody cares anymore either. nobody ever makes an effort to make and keep firends, everyone is just out to get what they want..you know what. i dont care either. fuck it all.
ive been fucked over way too many times from you jackie. you dont even know. ive fixed our relationship so many times, and all i get is this. you have been so fucked up to me and all ive done is loved you and tried to be with you, but you wont have that which brings me back to social darwinism. he has what you want, and i dont. he is the strong and i am the weak, so i die off in your life.
only the strong survive...and i dont think i am going to make it through this one.
you must be questioning yourself why i am not at the park show, having fun and rocking out with my friends on this nice saturday night. why? because my parents went out, and didnt leave me money, a note, nothing. i had no way to contact them to tell them you know..hey i wanted to go. but no. my cell phone is dead, meaning i have no way to make a call, and we dont have a house phone. how fucked up? yes i am thinking so. nobody cares anymore either. nobody ever makes an effort to make and keep firends, everyone is just out to get what they want..you know what. i dont care either. fuck it all.
ive been fucked over way too many times from you jackie. you dont even know. ive fixed our relationship so many times, and all i get is this. you have been so fucked up to me and all ive done is loved you and tried to be with you, but you wont have that which brings me back to social darwinism. he has what you want, and i dont. he is the strong and i am the weak, so i die off in your life.
only the strong survive...and i dont think i am going to make it through this one.