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[killmewith1kiss]

 mk..here goes...
so i don't know if you remember scott..
he was only around for a week then he bailed cuz it wasn't a good time for anything..
but i never gave up..
i hate that i'm persistant about getting what i want..
i want scott..more than anything..
anyway...
i met this guy andrew..
he's fun..i thought i could like him but we just don't click..
so we're friends..
this past weekend i went to san diego..
initially to see doe..but i ended up staying with jamison..
i don't need to spell it out do i?
haha..
oh for those who don't know jamison is my ex..
who i was practically in love with then broke my heart ..
cuz he "didn't wanna cheat on me"
eh whatever..we're friends now..

anyway so i went over to scotts last night cuz i just missed him..
and we hung out..hooked up..all that good stuff..
then today i get a text from him saying he met his ex to get some of his stuff..
and she kissed him and told him she wanted to get them another try..
then he asked me what he should do..
aye..i like him..alot..
i told him that they have history, but that's all history..
i want him to give me a chance to be his present his future..
we'll see..

uh..
i doubt anyone's reading this..
but heck i got alot off my chest..

er..update soon.