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I haven't written in my livejournal for, what, a month? I feel like I'm so behind.
I've graduated.
I have a new puppy named Lily.
Josh had his hernia operation.
And just recently, some weird guy wanted me to have an affair with him.
He started sending me messages over myspace talking about music, our shitty computers, and stuff along those lines. So when he asked me for my yahoo screenname, I gave it to him withotu any hesitation. I was bored, and no one was awake, so I figured that I would talk to him. It started off innocently, just us with the usual "my computer is slow", "don't you love david bowie?" sort of talk. After a few days, he asked if I wanted to see him on his webcam, and I figured, whatev, so I did. He was all smiley over the webcam when he started with his online flirting. "You know I've developed a crush on you..." and so on and so forth. I was flattered, but that was it. It's not like I was wanting him to have a crush on me, oor to even talk to me (I have Josh for that!), but it's summer and I was bored. So I continued talking to him and the flirts became more frequent and often. He ended up asking me to lunch, and I never replied.
Maybe I was leading the guy on a little. I told him that he was cute (because he was), but it was just out of politeness and because he kept on complimenting me. Well, this is where the story gets creepy. Ryan (internet guy)was talking to me then he started getting all dirty. "Do you want to see me?", he typed over IM. "Sure", said I...being naive and stupid, and not thinking of typical Constance interpretations of "Do you want to see 'me'". I clicked on his webcam, and there it was. He had pulled out the big guns. His dick was right on the screen for me to see. I IMed him back "what's this?!", then he started being all pervish. Saying how he wants me to meet with him so I can have it and stuff along those lines. It was really sick. After that, I blocked him on Yahoo. The worst thing about it is that his myspace is practically a dedication to how much he "loves" his wife and his family. The first lines of his 'about me' are : I'm married to Shandee, she's the love of my life." Yeah right. He even had pictures of his kids and him with his wife.
I thought that it would just be another music buddy like Chris who would just be like "I like this band, you should hear them" kind of online friend, but no. I had a bona fide encounter with an internet perv and possible sexual predator.
I've told Josh about the guy, and how I talked to him and how I had to block him, but I left out the whole peep show. That would upset Josh.
I used to think that an affair would be so alluring(because that movie 'Unfaithful' is uber hot), but really, it's just sad. I just don't understand why people do it. It hurts everyone around you. It ruins relationships. It makes any kind of trust disappear.
But that's all done and over with for now. It's just a little weird because I've been a legal "adult" for what? Two and a half months? And I've had a lot of incidents that are very "adult". People wanting an affair, morning-after pills, and still coping with Marion.
It's all so new and confusing.
I've graduated.
I have a new puppy named Lily.
Josh had his hernia operation.
And just recently, some weird guy wanted me to have an affair with him.
He started sending me messages over myspace talking about music, our shitty computers, and stuff along those lines. So when he asked me for my yahoo screenname, I gave it to him withotu any hesitation. I was bored, and no one was awake, so I figured that I would talk to him. It started off innocently, just us with the usual "my computer is slow", "don't you love david bowie?" sort of talk. After a few days, he asked if I wanted to see him on his webcam, and I figured, whatev, so I did. He was all smiley over the webcam when he started with his online flirting. "You know I've developed a crush on you..." and so on and so forth. I was flattered, but that was it. It's not like I was wanting him to have a crush on me, oor to even talk to me (I have Josh for that!), but it's summer and I was bored. So I continued talking to him and the flirts became more frequent and often. He ended up asking me to lunch, and I never replied.
Maybe I was leading the guy on a little. I told him that he was cute (because he was), but it was just out of politeness and because he kept on complimenting me. Well, this is where the story gets creepy. Ryan (internet guy)was talking to me then he started getting all dirty. "Do you want to see me?", he typed over IM. "Sure", said I...being naive and stupid, and not thinking of typical Constance interpretations of "Do you want to see 'me'". I clicked on his webcam, and there it was. He had pulled out the big guns. His dick was right on the screen for me to see. I IMed him back "what's this?!", then he started being all pervish. Saying how he wants me to meet with him so I can have it and stuff along those lines. It was really sick. After that, I blocked him on Yahoo. The worst thing about it is that his myspace is practically a dedication to how much he "loves" his wife and his family. The first lines of his 'about me' are : I'm married to Shandee, she's the love of my life." Yeah right. He even had pictures of his kids and him with his wife.
I thought that it would just be another music buddy like Chris who would just be like "I like this band, you should hear them" kind of online friend, but no. I had a bona fide encounter with an internet perv and possible sexual predator.
I've told Josh about the guy, and how I talked to him and how I had to block him, but I left out the whole peep show. That would upset Josh.
I used to think that an affair would be so alluring(because that movie 'Unfaithful' is uber hot), but really, it's just sad. I just don't understand why people do it. It hurts everyone around you. It ruins relationships. It makes any kind of trust disappear.
But that's all done and over with for now. It's just a little weird because I've been a legal "adult" for what? Two and a half months? And I've had a lot of incidents that are very "adult". People wanting an affair, morning-after pills, and still coping with Marion.
It's all so new and confusing.