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i dont want to write in here. but i find myself doing just that. i just thought i should update. but once i started thinking of what i was going to write, i decided that i didnt want to write it. i should wear my pearls more often. i want to go dancing soon. and to the zoo. the pixies are in town the day after my birthday. i'm trying to go. but we'll see how this all works out. i shouldn't be so afraid to sing out loud. things lately have been busy. but not the bad kind of busy. the kind of busy where i'm not home very often, but i'm off doing things i want to be doing. this is good. because i don't like being at home anyways. i should let myself be more comfortable. i'm getting sick which really stinks. i havn't been really sick in a while, so i'm kind of upset about this. my throat hurts and my head hurts...maybe this is why i've had no appetite for the past couple of weeks. i shouldn't feel so helpless. i really should be going. i've written too much in this bloody thing already. i hope everyone is okay. i hope everything will be okay. and i hope no one loses themselves. i should let myself smile more.