hello, my name is distance
he was my best friend. but no longer. maybe he grew out of me. maybe i grew out of him. either way, i havnt seen him for about 4 months. if he ever calls, he finds a reason to laugh at me. if i ever call, he finds a reason to leave. everyone has seen him, but me. i thought that i would have been one of the first he contacted when he decided to come back. but it wasnt me. and it still hurts inside. its been so long, but you're still hurting me.
things at school just keep getting worse. the reason i originally stopped hanging out with my friends was because of their constant mockery of my style and music. i started hanging out with them again. but its now starting again. i lose no matter what i do. and apparently, im not aloud to make new friends. whatever, i say fuck them if they're going to be like that. im over this. i just want to graduate and get the hell out of there.
i slept the day away. i needed to. but when i awoke, tragedy was sitting next to me. waiting for me to arise. i hate this feeling. i dont want to feel like this, but i do. i just cant help myself anymore. someone needs to hold me together.
all i want is another dance. i love dancing with you.
things at school just keep getting worse. the reason i originally stopped hanging out with my friends was because of their constant mockery of my style and music. i started hanging out with them again. but its now starting again. i lose no matter what i do. and apparently, im not aloud to make new friends. whatever, i say fuck them if they're going to be like that. im over this. i just want to graduate and get the hell out of there.
i slept the day away. i needed to. but when i awoke, tragedy was sitting next to me. waiting for me to arise. i hate this feeling. i dont want to feel like this, but i do. i just cant help myself anymore. someone needs to hold me together.
all i want is another dance. i love dancing with you.