soo....
well i dunno..how i feel right now...i heard about kristin and Cesca smoking shards (Crystal Meth)...and i feel really sad inside to say the least. I miss them soo much and it hurts me that they are hurting themselves this way..I care soo much for them buti can't be saying "don't smoke that..b/c that's bad.." b/c I'm not there and i don't know the situation. But i'd really hate to see my friends discenergrate b/c of drugs. I really miss everyone but i don't know if i'd want to cone back and find out that one of my friends died from a drug overdose. I would kill myself. It pains me to feel powerless against this..i feel like i can't so anything for anyone. I hate to be here miles and miles away and not be able to even talk to the people i miss so much. FUCK IT never mind ..forget all of this ..this is just my mind rambling on...
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