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Tonight i saw HORSE THE BAND! and they were awesome...just like last night...except this time the microphone worked so we had vocals. i bought a shirt, and got to talk to the band. They were going to stay at my house but then my rents said no.
That was the situation....one of my all time fav bands and i have the chance to hang out. That really was important to me. I talk on and on about horse the band and my parents always listened. But they didnt care enough to let me have one night of fun.
I dont think they realized that when i lived on my own earlier this summer, i lived right down the street from the venues where bands all played at. We had bands spend the night almost every fucking night, more than one.
im not used to not getting what i want because i've been on my own. i love it. im my own person, i live by my own standards. i dont care about other people.
My paretns house is just a temporary place that i am staying at until i can fork up enough money to pay them back
I owe them roughly 1,200 dollars. And i think im going to take a second job to pay them back so i can get the hell out of this house. maybe get the hell out of columbia. i want to find a place, where i can live, and be set free. i want to feel happiness and freedom again. i dont like being held back, by anyone.
not by friends, or family, or boyfriends, or fucking anybody when it comes to what i really and truely want to do.
*sigh* i havent been this dissapointed in a while.
right now,
i can feel the end of summer
i can feel myself becoming lonely and bitter again
im restless.
i need somebody, but its only one person, and i cant have him.
but i had him.
isnt that how the story always goes...
That was the situation....one of my all time fav bands and i have the chance to hang out. That really was important to me. I talk on and on about horse the band and my parents always listened. But they didnt care enough to let me have one night of fun.
I dont think they realized that when i lived on my own earlier this summer, i lived right down the street from the venues where bands all played at. We had bands spend the night almost every fucking night, more than one.
im not used to not getting what i want because i've been on my own. i love it. im my own person, i live by my own standards. i dont care about other people.
My paretns house is just a temporary place that i am staying at until i can fork up enough money to pay them back
I owe them roughly 1,200 dollars. And i think im going to take a second job to pay them back so i can get the hell out of this house. maybe get the hell out of columbia. i want to find a place, where i can live, and be set free. i want to feel happiness and freedom again. i dont like being held back, by anyone.
not by friends, or family, or boyfriends, or fucking anybody when it comes to what i really and truely want to do.
*sigh* i havent been this dissapointed in a while.
right now,
i can feel the end of summer
i can feel myself becoming lonely and bitter again
im restless.
i need somebody, but its only one person, and i cant have him.
but i had him.
isnt that how the story always goes...