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im not sure if it was just because it was a monday, or the fact that i went to courtyard and sloan and joe completely ignored me and things are strange there now, but i feel so ugh. I know my life goes from good to bad, up and fucking down...but i hate being down. I dont want to be but i feel so used and not cared for its actually pretty discusting. i come to a place in my life where i really cant stand myself anymore...i just start to hate..me. On days like this, i just want to go to sleep and never ever wake up.