Apr 26, 2004 18:26
Tommy says:
heres what i see: a girl that has a lot going for her but shes to dwelled in her shitty past to let things move on and see whats new in life. i know i am like that to but i got over most of it.... she changes for people instead of letting herself grow slowly when meeting new people...i see a girl that obviously wants something but cant quite figure it out... i see a girl that has alot going for her
Tommy says:
i see a girl who has somewhat good parents to take care of yea they aint the best but if shed appreciate anything around her the house wouldnt be so dark to look at
Tommy says:
i see someone that has some emotinal problems but most are typical teenage shit you will grow out of some you might some of the memories are just going to stick in your brain forever but you let them take over to much
Tommy says:
i see someone who thinks all she has is her poetry to rely on but when that does not work she thinks shes all alone so she sits and cries ad thinks about suicide... been there done that...but if she would just look right in front of her she has about 5 people willing to do anything for her
Tommy says:
i see the way people talk about you how they say you are such a great person never have i heard someone talk crap about you other than about you being depressed and them being mad you didnt talk to them
I don't know anyone else in the world who has analyzed me that much and gotten to me know THAT much... everything I'm feeling, thinking for the most part he knows. It can get intimidating sometimes to have him be THIS brutally honest, but everyone needs it at times. I know I made the right choice . cuz there's noone better to be my best friend other than Tommy Jones, the person who has stuck with me through the thick and the thin over the past years. I owe him more than life itself and I can't thank him enough for all he's put up with me for. Although some of the stuff he's written is true, some of it isn't cuz noone can honestly know what I'm feeling and what's holding me back just by asking me questions, cuz well... it just isn't that easy..
I wish my life was as cut dry as he made it out to be in his whole shpeal to me about how I am, who I am, and how I act, but sadly enough it isn't cuz I am flawed just like everyone else. The only person I can talk to and spill everything to isn't here and I miss him more than words cuz he's the only one to be the way he is with me.. no one else would be so blunt as to point all those things out and honestly, I wouldn't have taken it the same way if it were to come from anyone else and I mean, anyone else.. Well.. I'm done rambling.
Hope you know I appreciate you and all you've done and I thank you from the bottom of my heart