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[killmealready]

So tonight was my first class at IVC... History 21... who would've thought. Anyways, the teacher seems pretty nice. We have to buy two books and write an essay on one that is 5-6 pages long. JOYFUL JOYFUL GOD ABOVE!... NOT! lol. I have a migrane now and I'm not quite sure why

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[killmealready]

1. You DID promise... too bad you don't remember. and I DID tell you what time my class got out. About where you were gonna call... you could've called my cell phone either way and left a message, that wouldn't have done any harm to either one of us... and you didn't even try to call me this morning when I could actually talk cuz you got home at what?...8?

2. Even if I don't let you know where I'm going, you can still find out where I am and when I'll be home cuz guess what... I have a cell phone... and what do you lack rite now? A cell phone... and those calls you're talking about, you know, the ones that never happen? why don't they happen? maybe because I can't make them? like I have a better reason than, I'm at my friend's house playing video games and I don't remember the fact that I promised you I'd call you and when your class got out even though I'm your boyfriend and should be worried about you having a nite class at IVC since I don't trust other guys with you even though I trust you... I mean, that is what you worry about me for when I'm out and about rite?

3. When I said you didn't care I meant about calling me not about caring about me in general... like if I were to die or not.. but last nite, you were just too preoccupied with your friends to think about me, just admit it

Stop patronizing me with your "malicious attempt" crap cuz you know that the only reason this is SUCH a big thing is cuz you've done it so many times before and I'm just getting tired of it... cuz yesterday, I really missed you.

That's why I still don't forgive you