to be honest
i really dont want to graduate yet
high school has been awesome
through all the bull shit
and all the drama... it's been amazing.
& i dont want to leave yet.
graduating and moving out on my own is a scary thought.
i have to do a 5 page senior paper
& go to an art museum for art history
test out of second semester geometry
and other school shit
plus work
alot of stress right now
me & kyle are good
may 10th will be our 2 month :]] he makes me really happy
& i've let my guard down with him
which kinda scares me, because that means im making myself more vunerable to getting hurt. fuck.
every time something good happens (kyle) i always think about the bad shit that could happen. i need to stop being so fucking paranoid. we hardly ever fight & when we do, it's after we havent seen each other for like 3 or 4 days haha so we get in bad moods.
life is goood
i miss my mom like fucking crazy
she's my best friend
& all my spokane friends
i miss you allll
& i cant wait to come back and visit...
i know alot of people in spokane think i dont care about them anymore because i have new friends in arizona and shit, but trust me... spokane friends came before arizona friends so you guys mean more. hardly anyone in spokane talks to me anymore so i just havent made an effort either. seems like some people just dont care. but i know people in spokane are STILL talking about me... how flattering... ha ;]
high school has been awesome
through all the bull shit
and all the drama... it's been amazing.
& i dont want to leave yet.
graduating and moving out on my own is a scary thought.
i have to do a 5 page senior paper
& go to an art museum for art history
test out of second semester geometry
and other school shit
plus work
alot of stress right now
me & kyle are good
may 10th will be our 2 month :]] he makes me really happy
& i've let my guard down with him
which kinda scares me, because that means im making myself more vunerable to getting hurt. fuck.
every time something good happens (kyle) i always think about the bad shit that could happen. i need to stop being so fucking paranoid. we hardly ever fight & when we do, it's after we havent seen each other for like 3 or 4 days haha so we get in bad moods.
life is goood
i miss my mom like fucking crazy
she's my best friend
& all my spokane friends
i miss you allll
& i cant wait to come back and visit...
i know alot of people in spokane think i dont care about them anymore because i have new friends in arizona and shit, but trust me... spokane friends came before arizona friends so you guys mean more. hardly anyone in spokane talks to me anymore so i just havent made an effort either. seems like some people just dont care. but i know people in spokane are STILL talking about me... how flattering... ha ;]