bored
well i'm bored but its not that i dont have anything to do. its weird.
I didnt have to go to practice this morning cause i dont have to work this week so i can go to more evening practices instead of mornings. so i caught up on my sleep. one of my classes was canceled today. hey thats okay with me. i have to leave for class in a few though. i have all my tests coming up in the next two weeks...well sooner than that. so i started studying for astronomy yesterday. I really cant project how well i'm gonna do. i have to start writing up my draft for my philosophy paper. i did horrible on my first one. I'm not really use to that though. I always did well on stuff like that.
well swim is going good. my body is feeling alot better. its hard to explain- cause when you start intense shit like that your body has to get use to it, you kinda put it in shock when you start out of nowhere. i mean i ran for like half hours- but our practice is like 2 hours or more. so i'm starting to get use to it, but now you have to step it up and do things faster. which i am trying to do.
to say about the people on the team. yeah they are all pretty nice and that. but i think because i'm a new person, a transfer and a commuter to boot i'm kinda not in the nitch. like i'm new but not a freshman, so thats one. so liek i'm a junior and the other junior have their thing. dotn get me wrong we all get along, but i dont know its hard to describe. I get along with a few guys on the team. but whne i talk to them its not a give and tke thing. its aggravating. i dont know. john the one that does do the give and take is a diver so i dont see him as much as the swimmers. i dont know i always feel like i dont fit in i guess. its weird cause i realize now that i did have friends at UB and i do miss them. mostly the peeps from pagan SA.
Ya know i have to discuss this- this gets me really mad and upset. its probably stupid. but this girl on our team like writes out in her AIM profile how she loves everyone on the swim team. and she'll put the names. well i looked one time and my name was there and now its not. that makes me mad. why single out someone out like that. i mean we do have a rule on our team if you have a problem with anyone than go to that person and discuss it. but i dont think that this is significant enough- ya know. i dont know i feel like some of the girls are not about the whole team sometimes. it's stupid. i'll get over it i guess.
i guess i'm done now- make me feel special again.leave something. =(
gotta get to class now
+=Amber++
I didnt have to go to practice this morning cause i dont have to work this week so i can go to more evening practices instead of mornings. so i caught up on my sleep. one of my classes was canceled today. hey thats okay with me. i have to leave for class in a few though. i have all my tests coming up in the next two weeks...well sooner than that. so i started studying for astronomy yesterday. I really cant project how well i'm gonna do. i have to start writing up my draft for my philosophy paper. i did horrible on my first one. I'm not really use to that though. I always did well on stuff like that.
well swim is going good. my body is feeling alot better. its hard to explain- cause when you start intense shit like that your body has to get use to it, you kinda put it in shock when you start out of nowhere. i mean i ran for like half hours- but our practice is like 2 hours or more. so i'm starting to get use to it, but now you have to step it up and do things faster. which i am trying to do.
to say about the people on the team. yeah they are all pretty nice and that. but i think because i'm a new person, a transfer and a commuter to boot i'm kinda not in the nitch. like i'm new but not a freshman, so thats one. so liek i'm a junior and the other junior have their thing. dotn get me wrong we all get along, but i dont know its hard to describe. I get along with a few guys on the team. but whne i talk to them its not a give and tke thing. its aggravating. i dont know. john the one that does do the give and take is a diver so i dont see him as much as the swimmers. i dont know i always feel like i dont fit in i guess. its weird cause i realize now that i did have friends at UB and i do miss them. mostly the peeps from pagan SA.
Ya know i have to discuss this- this gets me really mad and upset. its probably stupid. but this girl on our team like writes out in her AIM profile how she loves everyone on the swim team. and she'll put the names. well i looked one time and my name was there and now its not. that makes me mad. why single out someone out like that. i mean we do have a rule on our team if you have a problem with anyone than go to that person and discuss it. but i dont think that this is significant enough- ya know. i dont know i feel like some of the girls are not about the whole team sometimes. it's stupid. i'll get over it i guess.
i guess i'm done now- make me feel special again.leave something. =(
gotta get to class now
+=Amber++