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oh wow. it's been like 3 years since I've updated this godawful journal. hah here I am again. back in the same boat. I only want to write when I'm miserable. well until now. last night dan and matt and I rocked it. hard. we're all gay. and we gave eachother head. haha. kidding!
tonight dred jen and I were supposed to go to a strip club. we didnt end up going because we felt wierd going alone. and a bunch of other people backed out. i.e. my brother. grrr. another time. the hot xtina girl was there supposedly.
I talked to jen and piper from fla. they claim they want to do me. and that I can do better than kristina.
I got cable internet today. thats exciting. cept there's shit ALL over my bed from my closet. he had to drill a hole in the wall to route the cable into here.I downloaded britney's toxic video. I should have saw her last night, but she cancelled. she hurt her knee. so sad.
I worked at hot topic at my old store again today. crazy. my entire body aches. I hate being on my feet.
mom and dad are still in fla. taking care of dogs. bella is petrified of the wind so you have to walk her down the stairs
brooke hasnt talked to me in a while
kristina's parents assure me they will get my things back to me. "we raised kristina better than that" I hope her mom makes her feel like shit for treating me like this. "stupid bitch"
ericha hasnt called me in a while. I think she hates me. she never calls to see how I am.
I saw the assassins earlier in the week with venue. they're cool. typical electro clash. but their mix was really weak. felt like i was listening to a poorly mixed cd. *~shrug~* they are so capable of being intense live. I went with cara to taht show and her roomate nikki. shes funny and ditzy and we almost got ran over. and min went to leona's with us. we were originally going to get falafel. then! we went to leonas, and totally forgot that min was going to meet us for falafel on his bike. WHEN we saw him riding his bike in the frigid cold in the opposite direction of where we were heading. we made a uturn all spastic like and were screaming out the window to go to leonas.. haha which is right next to his apt.
fuck.. I forgot to take my birth control today.. yeah birthcontrol. Its for my skin.
I reallly fucking need to clean my room. I have no sense of priority as of late.
havent seen krissy all week. I miss her. she went to the detholz 80's party tonight.
so tired going to sleep
tonight dred jen and I were supposed to go to a strip club. we didnt end up going because we felt wierd going alone. and a bunch of other people backed out. i.e. my brother. grrr. another time. the hot xtina girl was there supposedly.
I talked to jen and piper from fla. they claim they want to do me. and that I can do better than kristina.
I got cable internet today. thats exciting. cept there's shit ALL over my bed from my closet. he had to drill a hole in the wall to route the cable into here.I downloaded britney's toxic video. I should have saw her last night, but she cancelled. she hurt her knee. so sad.
I worked at hot topic at my old store again today. crazy. my entire body aches. I hate being on my feet.
mom and dad are still in fla. taking care of dogs. bella is petrified of the wind so you have to walk her down the stairs
brooke hasnt talked to me in a while
kristina's parents assure me they will get my things back to me. "we raised kristina better than that" I hope her mom makes her feel like shit for treating me like this. "stupid bitch"
ericha hasnt called me in a while. I think she hates me. she never calls to see how I am.
I saw the assassins earlier in the week with venue. they're cool. typical electro clash. but their mix was really weak. felt like i was listening to a poorly mixed cd. *~shrug~* they are so capable of being intense live. I went with cara to taht show and her roomate nikki. shes funny and ditzy and we almost got ran over. and min went to leona's with us. we were originally going to get falafel. then! we went to leonas, and totally forgot that min was going to meet us for falafel on his bike. WHEN we saw him riding his bike in the frigid cold in the opposite direction of where we were heading. we made a uturn all spastic like and were screaming out the window to go to leonas.. haha which is right next to his apt.
fuck.. I forgot to take my birth control today.. yeah birthcontrol. Its for my skin.
I reallly fucking need to clean my room. I have no sense of priority as of late.
havent seen krissy all week. I miss her. she went to the detholz 80's party tonight.
so tired going to sleep