so much for compromise...

[killjoydork]

well, the phone call to my parents didn't go well at all. i didn't really expect it to though. well, i ranted a few days ago about having to choose... now the choice has been made for me. anyone have a family up for sale? i'll pay extra if they're not italian. apparantly, i'm a poor excuse for a kid. when honor was asked, i tried to deliver and ending up losing. i told them i'd go back to boston and be there for them, but not in the way they wanted me to. *shrugs* somehow, that's the same as turning my back on them. i turn my back on them, they turn it on me so now i've been disowned... again... fun fun fun.

i suppose on the upside, if i'm not part of the family, i'll never have to uphold family honor anymore or be pressured for keeping the family line going. i could swear i have voices in my head laughing at me and saying welcome back to the world of being just you. hello hell, it's been a long time...