Jul 30, 2008 04:09
so...
around march i moved in with my girlfriend angie. in april i started working at stewarts and got arrested for having pot. i also got robbed. in may i quit my job at stewart's and enjoyed myself for awhile. in june i started working at drunkin donuts again, got beat up by the mechanicville police for walking to the store and being with a girl who was climbing a tree. i got pepper sprayed and beaten, my girlfriend had her skirt pulled up and got her nose smashed into a wall, and pat got it the worst, to say the least. then i had to pay them 300 dollars. i've been my working my balls off trying to pay the rent. my phone got shut off. kirsten let me borrow a new one. i've been going to outpatient rehab. sometime in early july i got arrested for having pot again. living with angie is sometimes hard, but ultimately it's completely worth it. i have to say she's been doing a pretty good job of making me less miserable about everything. i've had very little time to chill with anyone with me working all the time and not having a car/license. there's a possibility i could go to jail august 20th. i'm wishing to all hell that i don't. i'm not gonna lie i'm nervous as shit about it. i really don't want to miss my 21st birthday in october. mark got me tickets to see nofx and dillinger four i would be so fucking pissed if i missed it. no doubt, my shit's fucked up. i was late on my rent last month and my electric bill's overdue. i have about 1450 dollars in unpaid fines, soon to be more. i lost my fuckin ipod too. which i am also pretty damn pissed about. i have no idea what to do about all of this. however, i'm trying my best to be positive. i've been kind of a dick to certain people lately and i feel bad about it, i can't help but let all this shit get to me sometimes. so that's where i'm at. cheers to better days.
on a good note, my hp laptop broke again and best buy gave me a dell. it's got in intel core2 duo 2Ghz processor, 150gb hard drive, and 3gb of ram. and also a badass graphics card, and a 2.1 megapixel webcam. biyaaatch.