Sep 13, 2005 15:28
I'm in a bad fucking mood. My bike keeps having problems; problems that cost me money. I did get paid today, though, so that makes up for it. My work schedule sucks, too. I really need to be making more money than I currently am.
Loneliness plays a part in my mood as well. I had to tell my aging father on Monday that I'm not dating anyone. "Why?", he asks. Umm, I really didn't know what to tell him. "Because I'm in line to carry on your destiny of a sad, pathetic, lonely existence, dad."
I wish I had more choices.