im done this time.
im cleaning up some things. getting rid of some unnecessary problems in my life. ive realized that there are very few people i care about here, even though i tried to do that whole enjoy what i have left with who i can thing. when it comes down to it, im still ditching friends right and left because i just would rather not deal with the drama they bring, and im still hating every aspect of the past 12 years of my life. to be honest, all i think about is leaving, and im sure that sucks to hear, but thats how i am. im beyond this place, and all these people. as entertaining as things can be, its all at the expense of soemthing stupid later on. and id really just rather not have any part in any of it. i know. im infamous for cutting people off from my life on impulse, and emotionally shutting myself down. but as much as i tried to tell myself i was done with that stuff, it really is absolutely the only way i can function and maintain a balanced happy life. i cant help the fact that im a libra and will do anything to maintain my own security. so im erasing myself from a lot of peoples lives, and i have abolutely no qualms with that, and if you do, im sorry. buhbyenow.
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