contradicting my feelings
my feelings are contradicting themselves... i want nothing more than for nikki to be in love with me and only me.. for me to be the only guy she has eyes for.. cause i'm still that crazy in love with her.. but i guess you don't always get what you want... i know in my last post i said i WANTED to be her friend... well i retract that statement... i'm OK with being her friend if that's what she wants... and if friends she decides than my feelings on that would be that of what i posted... but i would rather have her be my girlfriend, i'm not gonna lie... i'm following close behind her hoping that when she turns around realizing what she wants.. i will be right there looking into her eyes hoping that what she wants is me...