i need a therapist
i keep getting really depressed lately.maybe because the way that people treat me, or the things that they say.i understand that when people are angry they sometimes act irrational or just say mean things about them to other people but act like everything is fine to their face.im soooo sick of people not being straight forward with me.or making up excuses........its so lame,just tell me whats on your mind and stop the bullshit.it's making me sick.maybe i dont need a therapist.......maybe i just need friends who are friends ALL the time instead of when they want something from me.how do i get hooked up with people like that........oh, probably because thats what everyone looks for in the people they decide to be friends with.don't get me wrong here.....i know im not perfect at all and i probably do the same thing as well once in a while,but not because im using people its just because sometimes i do need help.but its not like its goes forgotten.we all face certain obstacles in our lives where sometimes all you really need is a little help or whatever,but ill never ask again for anything from anyone because in the end people end up getting impatient with people. i doubt that ill ever want to get really close to another person for as long as i live after all this.