raw emotion...
I wish things were different with us. I wish that you cared enough to just pick up the phone and comfort me during these times. You never want to talk to me, and whenever you do talk to me all we do is argue.I don't know if I can just hang in there any longer. I don't know what I'll do. I still wake up every morning devestatingly sad at the fact that you aren't there for me to wake up to. I cry myself to sleep every night just wishing that you were there to hold me and tell me I'll be just fine, that we're in this together. I have so much going on right now, and you were the person who would make it better. I wish we could have that again.