I feel really sad about everything.
I really hate the way I feel right now. I have so much shit on my mind and nobody who cares to listen to me. I just want these feelings to be over with. I just want to be happy, I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy. I can't remember the last time I felt secure with myself for who I am. No matter where I go there are the same problems, and nothing can seem to make me happy. I don't feel loved.