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I just want you to be happy. I wish I could be the one to do that for you. There are so many things I want for you, and know I will never be able to provide them for you. I remember when I used to please you, I feel as though I have lost my ability to do so anymore. I wish that I knew exactly what to do or say. What happened? I wish you could look inside of me and see how much I desire to satisfy you, I wish I had the means to. I wish you could see how deeply I care for and love you. If I were to lose you my heart would turn to ash.