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Me and My "girl" haven't talked yet. I don't know. Personally, i don't think we ever will. It's sad and it hurts but we are never online at the same time. I don't know how I can possibly talk to her.
Stephy and I had a great converstation Wednesday night. I thought I was going to wet my pants. I love her so much. If you don't know stephy...you need to get to know her because she is WONDERFUL. god! it was wonderful. i love her so much. i said that already didn't i? yeah...i did. but that shows how much i love her.
Jenni and I talked...i don't know. maybe it was wednesday. it was pretty serious. i think we might get better. but i doubt it. i can't open myself up again to get hurt so badly. she saids she understands how much she hurt me but i doubt she does. again..i'm doubting all this but i have too. i mean wouldn't you if your best friend just left you like that for a GUY! for a freaking guy. It makes me so terribly sick sometimes.
I'm going to download Avril's new cd. I want to download Martina McBrides cd too. I like some of those songs. yes, i do.
I was in a great joyous mood today. I don't know why. I was just so happy today. I really want some chicken mcnuggets.
anyways, andy is watching some movie. I need to go turn some music up really loud and get him pissed at me. write later.
Stephy and I had a great converstation Wednesday night. I thought I was going to wet my pants. I love her so much. If you don't know stephy...you need to get to know her because she is WONDERFUL. god! it was wonderful. i love her so much. i said that already didn't i? yeah...i did. but that shows how much i love her.
Jenni and I talked...i don't know. maybe it was wednesday. it was pretty serious. i think we might get better. but i doubt it. i can't open myself up again to get hurt so badly. she saids she understands how much she hurt me but i doubt she does. again..i'm doubting all this but i have too. i mean wouldn't you if your best friend just left you like that for a GUY! for a freaking guy. It makes me so terribly sick sometimes.
I'm going to download Avril's new cd. I want to download Martina McBrides cd too. I like some of those songs. yes, i do.
I was in a great joyous mood today. I don't know why. I was just so happy today. I really want some chicken mcnuggets.
anyways, andy is watching some movie. I need to go turn some music up really loud and get him pissed at me. write later.