Dec 04, 2004 20:02
Gawd damn! i wish i wasn't a fuckin nice person. I want to pound the shit out of people. Why can't i hit anybody? i want to just show them where they stand. One day out of many i will show them were they belong. Fuckin sucks! i wont have this problem after xmas, after i get my punching bag then i might pick up boxing. But until then i stay in my infected mind to keep sane and healthy. I don't understand even though I do. I just can't grasp or fully comprehend others. It's simple though, but being so simple you ask more questions becuz it just can't be just that! there has to be more logic to things, more answers, more reason to being something or doing something.
I'm tuff but then yet im very weak. I can kick your ass but when im not in the mood i will let you torture me. wtf is wrong? Why can i do and not do something. Why do i think opposite of what i am? of what im capable of. ITs just not clicking, nothing is ringing bells or making a spark. theres just nothing.
I know were all different and we all think differently... but half the time it doesn't matter. like some people r afraid of spiders, some wouldn't mind sleeping with them. Why do we think this way. Why are we this way? but this is actually straying away from my point. Bcuz my point is curved and rounded off, i couldn't tell you what my point is bcuz this is something that you can't sharpen. It doesn't work that way.
Why doesn't it work? Wouldn't u like to know.
So would I.
R