Monday night. When will issues stop?

May 18, 2004 16:23

Well saterday night was fun and all. But what happend yesterday night?

At the concert saterday K was there. Well as we pulled up she took a puff of her smoke. Well my mom saw her and she new K bcuz of something. So last night K needed a ride home. And i said that would be fine if you don't mind real living psychopaths, and she said its ok.

Well, as we started to walk to the van my mom was acting like her self, not like the christian woman she trys to form me into. But i'm glad K saw her the way she really is, a female dog.

So as me and K got in the van door closes and my mom's opens. my mom asked K a stupid question:

K do you smoke?

Her responce:

No.

So we exchanged glances and my mom said:

Good, will you mind if I do?

Her responce:

No. Go right ahead.

So we just thought on what will happen next because you know my mom... she loves to pick fights.

Sence me and my mom are in a childish issue right now, over my music, she decides to ask K if i like the same band:

K do you like this band called opec or o something?

Us: Otep.

K: Yeah, there great.

Mom: Why would you listen to that trash?

K: I don't know... I just like them.

Mom: Do you think Jesus would listen to it?

K: No.

Mom: then why do you?

K: I dunno.

Mom:Huh.

Yes so my mom was real stupid. So me and K decided to talk about our friends and what they do that stands out. And what we can do to mess then up. Mentally. So then we dropped her off and We continued home.

As we did my mom said to me:

That was the most I've heard her talk.

Me: Well mom, it's sometimes hard for people to accept the different like me and K. They just can't accept us and it's nice to have someone to talk to.

Mom: Well i didn't have many friends either.

Me: Well i enjoy having friends that can accept me for who I am.

Now, I was hoping that would help lay my mom off my back but no.

We arrive home and i Told my mom how i got left behind at school to me by letter8 ( this was used in my SG journal one day, same person).
So my friend T took me home. And as Letter8 called me I told him he was forgivin only not. But we talked about all 3 times he did something to me that wasn't cool:

Left me
Forgot me
And Droped me <- yes he droped me.

But it's ok now.

Then when i was done with that I was starting to walk out of my kitchen and my mom said this:

So are we going to talk about the letter or are you just going to act as if it never happend?

Now, my mom wrote me a letter stating bullshit really. and i was about to say "Act as it never happend." but i know better so i said:

I don't want to start an argument

Mom: an argument?

Me: Yup.

Mom: Well, is there anything you want to say?

Me: Well not really. Only that it's just music and it wont change me. I am me and I can only be me.

Mom: So you can do without.

Then i walked away because I knew that would happend. So i hope she kills herself or i will disown her. I cannot take her, her husband, and his kids. They way they treat them as well, like there animals! And Its a monkey see monkey do type thing with me. But we are nothing but trash, really.

My step dad yelled at me over the computer only because "i have money".

...oh no... the world is going to end, run away...

Yeah, so he is stupid and i didn't do anything. there just goign to steal it. I don't trust them one bit.

But i know this for sure. If they tick me off bad enough, one is going 6 feet under.

-R
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