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i was out with salisha and sara today, and it was a fab night. but we talked alot, and i realized a lot of things.
we talked about the ridiculous amount of drama thats gone on this year, and i noted that i wouldn't have changed much of what has happened.
i've realized who my REAL friends are and i've made as much effort as possible to separate myself from those people who i've realized aren't friends. mostly its just one person, but hey, i don't like to zero in on folks. its not their fault that they suck at life.
there's a lot of changes i've been trying to make but a lot of the people around me are holding me back, and i don't want to rock the boat this close to graduation. i graduate, get the hell out and never speak to half these people again, thats basically how its gonna be.
but of course i'll stay in touch with a few people. i know now that i can't just keep cutting ties and moving on like i always do. it's not good, they say. ok, i say. i can deal. i just have to shift a few binders out of the locker i'm now claiming as mine and stop being such a hypocrite ("brenden, you have nothing in this locker!").
i know you don't want me over to watch movies or to st. patricks day. don't think i don't hear things, and don't assume that i don't have friends who tell me what you say. haha i'm not nearly as stupid as you think i am. on the other hand, you are ever bit as horrible and conceited as i thought you were. i'm just glad i'm one of the few who isn't wrapped around your little "woe is me" finger.
we talked about the ridiculous amount of drama thats gone on this year, and i noted that i wouldn't have changed much of what has happened.
i've realized who my REAL friends are and i've made as much effort as possible to separate myself from those people who i've realized aren't friends. mostly its just one person, but hey, i don't like to zero in on folks. its not their fault that they suck at life.
there's a lot of changes i've been trying to make but a lot of the people around me are holding me back, and i don't want to rock the boat this close to graduation. i graduate, get the hell out and never speak to half these people again, thats basically how its gonna be.
but of course i'll stay in touch with a few people. i know now that i can't just keep cutting ties and moving on like i always do. it's not good, they say. ok, i say. i can deal. i just have to shift a few binders out of the locker i'm now claiming as mine and stop being such a hypocrite ("brenden, you have nothing in this locker!").
i know you don't want me over to watch movies or to st. patricks day. don't think i don't hear things, and don't assume that i don't have friends who tell me what you say. haha i'm not nearly as stupid as you think i am. on the other hand, you are ever bit as horrible and conceited as i thought you were. i'm just glad i'm one of the few who isn't wrapped around your little "woe is me" finger.