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These last 3 weeks of my life have been very confusing. I havent been Straightedge for a couple of weeks now. I also drank Vodka with my friends the other night. Call me a sellout. I could care less. The only thing i can really regret about drinking is the part when i ditched derek and luke. Im sorry guys. I hope we get over our differnces. I love you guys and im glad to be apart of this friendship we are in. If these 2 words "straightedge" keep you from being my friend than its your loss. I know this action of mine and lj post affends many personally. But Im not gonna fake something im not apart of anymore. Im not gonna sit here and lie about drinking. I am who i am and im not gonna change. Straightedge isnt for me. And thats that.
-cole
-cole