oh, and one more thing...

[killiandrian]

it seems arguing might be a reason for her to break up with me...she acts like the relationship is so fuckin permanant yet she seems so fucking delicate... so fucking willing to just drop me like a pile of dirt. it makes me feel like shit. she doesn't fucking understand that life isn't going to be perfect. we're going to argue every now and then. its actually healthy to argue every now and then. it opens the lines of communication. but she doesn't like to communicate. if she'd fucking communicate with me once in a while we probably wouldn't argue, at least not as much. i'm not a fucking pysonic, i can't read minds and i know that neither can she. but she doesn't want to talk to me and she sure as hell doesn't want to listen to me...

to quote her own words.... "ignorance is bliss."