Security + Comfort =...
Most or at least 80 percent of my classmates in highschool took Nursing as their degree. And most of those 80 percent will be having their oath-taking later on tonight. My deepest congratulations to all of you. I'm proud to be your classmate and friend. I got RNs as my friends!! Wooo! I wish I could be there to celebrate it with you all. I hate it here where the weather's so predictable.
At least Tome will be able to have his oath-taking in the presence of his dad. =) But pppft he left me here! And we haven't even gone to Six Flags yet! =( Whatevs. I still am thankful though that he'll be there to celebrate it with his dad--which was and is a sensitive issue that we talked about one night when both of us were crying for different reasons. I miss my guy friends. =( Yes, okay, even Berto. I don't know but having them beside you gives you this sort of security and comfort. Even Jes. I'll never ever forget the last night we talked seriously alone... And we were intoxicated too. Lol. But having that talk with him made me realize that he cares for me. =) And yes, the kiss wasn't awkward. It was like saying, "Thank you." Jeeze, why the hell am I crying?! And I know people are going to interpret this again differently...
If Tome, Rex and Grae reads this. Or even the rest of 4-Francis, they'll say I still haven't moved on... Tae. Lol. I have moved on. I'm just happy that I have made my peace and well, though I still think Jester is cute, and rather handsome and angelic-looking, I realized that he will never be Mr. Right. And and tol, believe whatever you want to believe, if he tells me he's in love with me... I'll have to think about it. Joke!! Haha no, I'll tell him, it's rather too late. Six years--correction,--seven years too late.
LOL I just remembered. All awkwardness at Adi's place with him. Just because everybody--and I mean, everybody in my life knows about him. Just like Joanne with Ken. Lol.
But right now, he's nothing more than a friend. But if he wants to work here in Canada, I would wanna help him. I'll sponsor him! We'll get married. Lol jk! I'll help all my friends in highschool. So that barbecue and drinking sessions every weekend!
I miss Rex, Tome and Grae. Those three bastards have always been there for me... Papabol Rex, as I always call him, and always looking Fresh... Fresh from the shower. =). Tome, the silent type. I never actually noticed it until now. He was always there quuet and unshaken. But when he starts to speak, everything he says make sense and gives comfort. I owe him a hug. Grae. Grae. Grae. Grae. We talked last night. Telling me he just bought a macbook. And telling me he plans on going here!! That is, after he graduate. And I thought he already graduated! Damn him! I'm so gullible. But he made me laugh again. My seatmate... One of my best friends. =) They're actually all my bestfriends. My brothers... who all still push me towards JesTer Solis Concepcion. =| lol
You know how when you date a guy, your guy friends sort of has this background check with the guy? And gives you warning and reminders so you won't get hurt? They do that if you ask and let them. And they'll be glad too.
God, I miss them so much. And I used to hang around them. I know, I've done my part for them too.. They approach me if something's bothering them. I cry with them. I hug them. If you're wondering if Jes is included in all of them, yes. But it was a lot harder for me with him, especially when he cried. But anyways, i've done my part. I miss the deep talks we used to have. I love them so much... They're like family to me now.
Happy Birthday Tome on the 26th, that is. Hehe. Inuman? Pulutan? What will u guys be drinking? GranMa? The Bar? Tequila? Red Horse? San Mig? Daaaaaaamn, Sama ko!!!!!
At least Tome will be able to have his oath-taking in the presence of his dad. =) But pppft he left me here! And we haven't even gone to Six Flags yet! =( Whatevs. I still am thankful though that he'll be there to celebrate it with his dad--which was and is a sensitive issue that we talked about one night when both of us were crying for different reasons. I miss my guy friends. =( Yes, okay, even Berto. I don't know but having them beside you gives you this sort of security and comfort. Even Jes. I'll never ever forget the last night we talked seriously alone... And we were intoxicated too. Lol. But having that talk with him made me realize that he cares for me. =) And yes, the kiss wasn't awkward. It was like saying, "Thank you." Jeeze, why the hell am I crying?! And I know people are going to interpret this again differently...
If Tome, Rex and Grae reads this. Or even the rest of 4-Francis, they'll say I still haven't moved on... Tae. Lol. I have moved on. I'm just happy that I have made my peace and well, though I still think Jester is cute, and rather handsome and angelic-looking, I realized that he will never be Mr. Right. And and tol, believe whatever you want to believe, if he tells me he's in love with me... I'll have to think about it. Joke!! Haha no, I'll tell him, it's rather too late. Six years--correction,--seven years too late.
LOL I just remembered. All awkwardness at Adi's place with him. Just because everybody--and I mean, everybody in my life knows about him. Just like Joanne with Ken. Lol.
But right now, he's nothing more than a friend. But if he wants to work here in Canada, I would wanna help him. I'll sponsor him! We'll get married. Lol jk! I'll help all my friends in highschool. So that barbecue and drinking sessions every weekend!
I miss Rex, Tome and Grae. Those three bastards have always been there for me... Papabol Rex, as I always call him, and always looking Fresh... Fresh from the shower. =). Tome, the silent type. I never actually noticed it until now. He was always there quuet and unshaken. But when he starts to speak, everything he says make sense and gives comfort. I owe him a hug. Grae. Grae. Grae. Grae. We talked last night. Telling me he just bought a macbook. And telling me he plans on going here!! That is, after he graduate. And I thought he already graduated! Damn him! I'm so gullible. But he made me laugh again. My seatmate... One of my best friends. =) They're actually all my bestfriends. My brothers... who all still push me towards JesTer Solis Concepcion. =| lol
You know how when you date a guy, your guy friends sort of has this background check with the guy? And gives you warning and reminders so you won't get hurt? They do that if you ask and let them. And they'll be glad too.
God, I miss them so much. And I used to hang around them. I know, I've done my part for them too.. They approach me if something's bothering them. I cry with them. I hug them. If you're wondering if Jes is included in all of them, yes. But it was a lot harder for me with him, especially when he cried. But anyways, i've done my part. I miss the deep talks we used to have. I love them so much... They're like family to me now.
Happy Birthday Tome on the 26th, that is. Hehe. Inuman? Pulutan? What will u guys be drinking? GranMa? The Bar? Tequila? Red Horse? San Mig? Daaaaaaamn, Sama ko!!!!!