Dec 07, 2013 01:43
I just booked my first get-away, out-of-town date with Kyle on New Year's Eve at Niagara Falls.
Since it's already late to book a decent room we can afford, we have decided to spend the night at a Bed and Breakfast place.
I'm quite excited and scared since I know Kyle's not big on spontaneity and surprises--but I do know that he tries his best to make me happy. I have no plan in hand with regards to this trip. All I know is that I wanna get-away with him and just spend a romantic night together, out of town.
After that entry, we talked about the status of our relationship and where it is going..He reassured me that he wants me in his future--that he wants to settle down with me. To be quite frank, I guess I just needed to be reassured.
We have talked about our future--our financial situation, our future plans--that including family life and such.
After hearing some bad news...
Me: "It makes me not want to become a mother..."
Kyle: "No... Noo.. No, don't say that"
"Baby, you will make an amazing mother, a great mom!"
Me: "You think so?"
Kyle: "Yes, my love."
I love him. We've been talking about babies--how many we want, their names and such.
What kinda house to buy... We've started talking about that . But then I am not ready for such discussion about getting married yet--i just feel it's too soon--for me, at least.
Me: "What about Caleb?"
Kyle: "Nah.. Jackson or Abel."
Me: "I like those!""
Kyl: "Yeah sons of anarchy.
**LOVE THAT GUY.