Me as a Talent? Uhm, I'd rather be a director, thank you.
I'm not looking forward to a very "long day" ahead of me, if that's what you're asking. For some reasons, I'm beginning to dislike the idea of being a talent--the one who gets to be directed, the one who stands infront of the camera and memorize lines. Because for one, I tend to forget my lines (memory loss or not) and two, I don't want to follow somebody's direction.
I want to have my own idea. Follow it. Go through with it.
Argh.... I'm like so nervous right now. Waiting for time to pass. Waiting 'til it is TELEPRO so I can be a talent and talk infront of the camera.... BUT I KEPT on being BULOL for reasons that well, I do not know. Maybe it's anxiety. Or the state of being nervous, for that matter.
As a director, well, it is kind of unnerving--the fact that Dr. Doy Del Mundo Jr. is behind you watching your every move, command, that is. Whew! Got to breathe in and out.
I don't have a summer outfit right now, for crying out loud!!!
I am nervous, isn't it obvious? Well, later we'll be staying at the studio from 2:30 pm until 7pm. And like I haven't even practiced my lines yet. or Worse, I haven't memorized my lines yet with the cueing of the camera and stuffs...
Communication Arts is a fun, fun subject. I honestly admit that it is, but I also admit that it is super-duper tiring, not to mention exhausting--thinking and watching movies you have to watch all over again for evaluation.
Okay!!! My class starts in about 20 minutes and I have to get going.... And I don't have any idea if we'll be having a quiz about the parts of a newspaper--broadsheet and tabloid... I don't...
My mind is like a hive of busy bees--bees that are drunk, that is. They don't know where they'll go next.