Jan 20, 2005 13:16
so your teen years are for what?
to teach you hurt and turmoil, in relationships?
get your acne out of the way early?
what if ur one of the few,
one of the few that, learns the truth,
learns that you need both, the ying and the yang
instead of being obsessed with money and material
understanding the need for the emtional touch of another soul
like i mean, isn't the beginning supposed to be where you get fucked over the most?
and taught life's lessons, so you know what to "really" look for?
what if, you find what you know you want, find what you know is rite for you,
you're touched by that other soul,
and you become so infatuated with that, that you feel utterly incomplete,
shattered, and torn
forever in pursuit of that feeling, with the ever fleeting thought that it doesn't exsist,
out side the original source
what would you do?
pursue the original source and try and re-teach the basic morals of life?
or move on.
chapter2 - let go
it doesn't matter how hard i try
the sluttier she acts,
the ruder she gets
the farther away she gets
and the less i talk to her
the more i find my self comparing anything and everything to her
heh, as i don't see my self ever getting over this
i haven't even tackeled the idea of,
how i'll ever come to trust anyone anywhere near this much again?
what is the magic test, what is the feeling u have to have?
what is the sign? or the call?
the main cliche " you'll know, you'll feel it "
what if you've already felt it, had it, and known it, day in and day out