ive had my ups but this is def my downs
2 days left and the essay is gonna be screwed... i dunno havent accomplished a lot and now my mood sank down like crap. dont think ill cope with this course. atm i see no options of wher eim gonna write a report and hand it in time.. so im pretty screwed.
frankly today and yesterday was completly different from the thursday. thursday everything went my way and i was happy... but since i freaked out yesterday night everything went real down.
the story to be told: 2,30 i woke up frankly i was dead scared. i think i heard a sound of something falling or so, at elast ti woke me up and since i was alone in my apartment i had no ideas of what it was assuming burglars or a GHOST.. can you imagine how upset i was? to even assume it to be a ghost puts me to a lower level... i really felt like starting to cry but i managed to fall to sleep again... and 5,34 i woke up and decided to snooze for half an hour before work.. but 5,38 my teamhandler called and said that my team (three stations) werent gonna recieve any newspaper for that day so no job...
and i was kinda gloomy for the rest of the day but still was doing ok.. but i really had a hard time focusing on my report.. did just do a small part but nothing big worth mentioning... but today i woke up real upset for no reason and really didnt feel like doing the report... spent my last money on a pizza and kinda stayed in bed and in fornt of my computer doing nothing...
clearly something made me upset and i dunno what =( things coulda been better and i dont even know what to do about it...
i cant go straght from the top of the mountain to down under earth withing a sec.. or can i?
im going home next weekend.. tickets ordered..
frankly today and yesterday was completly different from the thursday. thursday everything went my way and i was happy... but since i freaked out yesterday night everything went real down.
the story to be told: 2,30 i woke up frankly i was dead scared. i think i heard a sound of something falling or so, at elast ti woke me up and since i was alone in my apartment i had no ideas of what it was assuming burglars or a GHOST.. can you imagine how upset i was? to even assume it to be a ghost puts me to a lower level... i really felt like starting to cry but i managed to fall to sleep again... and 5,34 i woke up and decided to snooze for half an hour before work.. but 5,38 my teamhandler called and said that my team (three stations) werent gonna recieve any newspaper for that day so no job...
and i was kinda gloomy for the rest of the day but still was doing ok.. but i really had a hard time focusing on my report.. did just do a small part but nothing big worth mentioning... but today i woke up real upset for no reason and really didnt feel like doing the report... spent my last money on a pizza and kinda stayed in bed and in fornt of my computer doing nothing...
clearly something made me upset and i dunno what =( things coulda been better and i dont even know what to do about it...
i cant go straght from the top of the mountain to down under earth withing a sec.. or can i?
im going home next weekend.. tickets ordered..