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I may have to have another operation.
For the past few months I've felt as if there was no end to this. Now I see there isn't.
I feel numb. I feel like I have no purpose in life other than to do this every few months.
I know this sounds horrible, but if this is whats going to happen all the time I want to die.
Stop wasting other peoples time on a worthless cause and let them move on to bigger and better things.
I just want it to end.
For the past few months I've felt as if there was no end to this. Now I see there isn't.
I feel numb. I feel like I have no purpose in life other than to do this every few months.
I know this sounds horrible, but if this is whats going to happen all the time I want to die.
Stop wasting other peoples time on a worthless cause and let them move on to bigger and better things.
I just want it to end.