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I'm in one of my bloody weird anti-social moods again.
Even when in a crowd of people, I'm feeling alone. And the strange thing is, it makes me happy.
Now I love all my family and friends to bits, but when they are around me, I feel blissfully serene. Its like, we are alone in a group. This sounds rather strange when I put it into words. But its what I'm feeling, and have been doing so for the last week or so. I'm not depressed again. God help me if I am. But its strange.....
I just stick some music on, and go into my own little land as it were. Just.....me. And If my family or friends are there, they're with me. I don't know why it keeps happening and what everyone seems to think is wrong with it. But its just so wonderfully comforting.
Anyway, thats all I feel like updating just now.
Cheery bye.
Even when in a crowd of people, I'm feeling alone. And the strange thing is, it makes me happy.
Now I love all my family and friends to bits, but when they are around me, I feel blissfully serene. Its like, we are alone in a group. This sounds rather strange when I put it into words. But its what I'm feeling, and have been doing so for the last week or so. I'm not depressed again. God help me if I am. But its strange.....
I just stick some music on, and go into my own little land as it were. Just.....me. And If my family or friends are there, they're with me. I don't know why it keeps happening and what everyone seems to think is wrong with it. But its just so wonderfully comforting.
Anyway, thats all I feel like updating just now.
Cheery bye.