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ew...
so life has been insanely sucky lately! im grounded... as of saturday night.. for trying to do something i wasnt supposed to be doing... well i didnt get too AND i lost my mothers trust forever. fuck. to make matters worse i got caught in a hall sweep yesterday and now have a saturday detention. i had an after school last week. im on a roll! and just EVERYTHING seems to be going wrong. most of it is from the same source... and i wish i didnt want it so much!
besides this whole issue that has been constantly in my head for the past 4 days... ive been ok. ran twice last week.... hey, its an improvement. ummm.. its hard to remember anything from last week. friday night danielle came over n we just hung out at the crib. saturday we chilled at my pool and just did stupid crazy danielle n michelle stuff. shes not moving. i mean, she thinks she is, her mom thinks she is, her moms boyfriend thinks she is, but shes not. its just not happening. and thats all i have to say about that.
ive decided that since school is back i should write these in paragraphs to get in the habbit. (hence the seperations between topics)
i really really REALLY cant wait to drive. its almost the center of my life now, me counting the days untill i get my license and my car!!!! im hopefully getting a job at disalvos like... this week. which will be good for me to save up more for my car and such. so far ive got about 700... well actually 650 last night i had to take out 50... :/ but if my mom helps me out ill be fine. and she will. if she doesnt disown me by then.
i got this giant cardboard statue thing of jason taylor last night. it was sooo random. but hey, its fucking jason taylor! such a cutie!
ugggh must finish this later... gotta go to publix. why even bother eating anymore?
so life has been insanely sucky lately! im grounded... as of saturday night.. for trying to do something i wasnt supposed to be doing... well i didnt get too AND i lost my mothers trust forever. fuck. to make matters worse i got caught in a hall sweep yesterday and now have a saturday detention. i had an after school last week. im on a roll! and just EVERYTHING seems to be going wrong. most of it is from the same source... and i wish i didnt want it so much!
besides this whole issue that has been constantly in my head for the past 4 days... ive been ok. ran twice last week.... hey, its an improvement. ummm.. its hard to remember anything from last week. friday night danielle came over n we just hung out at the crib. saturday we chilled at my pool and just did stupid crazy danielle n michelle stuff. shes not moving. i mean, she thinks she is, her mom thinks she is, her moms boyfriend thinks she is, but shes not. its just not happening. and thats all i have to say about that.
ive decided that since school is back i should write these in paragraphs to get in the habbit. (hence the seperations between topics)
i really really REALLY cant wait to drive. its almost the center of my life now, me counting the days untill i get my license and my car!!!! im hopefully getting a job at disalvos like... this week. which will be good for me to save up more for my car and such. so far ive got about 700... well actually 650 last night i had to take out 50... :/ but if my mom helps me out ill be fine. and she will. if she doesnt disown me by then.
i got this giant cardboard statue thing of jason taylor last night. it was sooo random. but hey, its fucking jason taylor! such a cutie!
ugggh must finish this later... gotta go to publix. why even bother eating anymore?