Nov 08, 2005 17:41
On friday I broke up with my boyfriend of only 2 weeks.
I thought that I didn't like him anymore for various reasons.. but now I don't know.
I pretty much broke up with him because I was not allowed to date him, and all of this was bringing so much trouble between my Mother and I.
I really liked him.. I still like him a little bit.
He was such a nice person. He was sweet, smart, funny and he had cerebral palsy.
This made him sensitive to people. I found a lot of his feelings like mine.
I feel bad because he kind of doesn't know we're broken up. I'm sure he has an idea, but I haven't called him and literally said it was over.
It's funny of my choice of boyfriends.
They're all in some way dysfunctional.
Sean was obviously a child predator or something. The whole relationship was dysfunctional and about control. You would think he would be the adult and tell me that all of it was illegal and not right. I was young enough to be his sister.
Kenny was just gross. He wasn't even a boyfriend.. just a guy. A minipulative testosterone jerk.
Larry was a sweet boy with a physical dysfunction. He was sooo sensitive and we kind of got obsessive with each other.. yes, I know.. 2 weeks.
I don't know why I'm posting this. I haven't been on livejournal in ages. I think I just needed to type all the dirt up for someone to read. To understand that I'm not perfect.. I'm not smart, I'm not funny.. I'm not shallow.