Aug 19, 2005 14:28
well there isn't much to say these days. I am at total peace I suppose. Nothing bothers me anymore and I feel like life may be getting better although I doubt it will get any better then this. I suppose I can accept that though. I have finally begun to use my head in a lot of situations and am no longer letting emotional harm come to myself. I suppose I have grown up a lot in the past year which is quite nice actually. Not getting worried over the childish things in my life makes me stress free. lol.
I notice everyone around me getting upset over such small things they cant control and even over things in which they can change but never do.
I am not saying I am such a great happygolucky person. I do have times when I get upset or go through the PMS HELL STAGE. I can be a bitch sometimes, but other then that I never get made. I think it is funny when people get upset over something that is out of there control.
but maybe I am such a control freak with myself that I understand the boundaries between having control and not having control a lot easier then others.
oh man excuse my rambling.
here is something everyone should remember.
the serenity prayer.
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference