Mar 26, 2005 17:20
my past is shitty beware!!!!
i got taken to hbs(mental hositipal) n like i stayed there for almost 6 months because my family ddint want me then when i was going out with this kid for like 6 months broke up with him because he was like a brother n then my family hated me for it because he was like perfect!! for them not me n when i find some one i like alot n treats me right i just get kicked to the curb by some one better o n when i was like 9 n 8 i was raped a bused right in front my mom which sat there n laughed at me because i desevered it according to her n then i was kicked out of every where then i was abuse every posible by every one i beleive every thing every one said to me so i got hurt alot alot of my life i cryed my self to sleep but right i have nothing worth living for only my bike which i dont have n on my b-day i got bitched at for my b-day being in a bad time n then i tryed to run but i couldnt because i had no where to go n i was like worthless peice of shit to every one (still am) n every ones eyes im nothing but a piece of dirty that gets stepped on my dad wants my brother n stead of me my mom calls me every month she didnt care when i got hit so i say fuck her n every one in my family