the Tide
"His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
i <3 the spill canvas man...
its true emo ;]
so... my life now...
my parents are making it a living hell.. but i wont go into any details...
just saying:::if it werent for them... i wouldnt have drama....
I keep hurting people... and i feel terrible for it..
commitment issues? idk...
parents say i still cant date... and now my dad doesnt even want me talking to guys..
when majority of my friends ARE guys.
he was pissed that at the past football game the only people he saw me talking to were guys..
but whatever.. i dont give a shit.. he cant tell me whom i can and cant be friends with.
parents also think im depressed and having eating disorders or something.. its weird.
lol.
i kinda find it humurous
i want my dad to leave.. make another movie in some random country for 9 months.. i miss those days man.
i know this makes me sound selfish and maybe snobish..
but i like having the dad that i rarely ever see unless hes coming home with a bunch of checks in his hands and in nothing less then the 4 digits
:/
oh well. its what i grew up with and.. now.. im pissed that my dads been home all summer and is sTILL home
ugh.
its hella lame.
my mom would divorce my dad but she said she likes having loads of money :/
I swear my family is like.. a bunch of closet snobs.
its pathetic.
My mom wont let me stay the night or even chill with people who live in trailers... : /
its lame..
bleck.
oh well...
its life.
I ahvent seen my twin in a long time..
and i miss him like mad..
even though all he does is piss me off..
even when he doesnt try to.
i <3 him :/
not in a "ooo baby harder" kind of way either.
damn.. i dont know why im writing so much.. oh well.. i guess its about time i suppose.
and I guess I am just in the mood for venting.
even if it is just to an online journal that nobody will read.
i am no longer writing poetry anymore..
at least.. not now..
I cant seem to find the words to justify my emotions..
oh well..
im gonna go
<3?
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
i <3 the spill canvas man...
its true emo ;]
so... my life now...
my parents are making it a living hell.. but i wont go into any details...
just saying:::if it werent for them... i wouldnt have drama....
I keep hurting people... and i feel terrible for it..
commitment issues? idk...
parents say i still cant date... and now my dad doesnt even want me talking to guys..
when majority of my friends ARE guys.
he was pissed that at the past football game the only people he saw me talking to were guys..
but whatever.. i dont give a shit.. he cant tell me whom i can and cant be friends with.
parents also think im depressed and having eating disorders or something.. its weird.
lol.
i kinda find it humurous
i want my dad to leave.. make another movie in some random country for 9 months.. i miss those days man.
i know this makes me sound selfish and maybe snobish..
but i like having the dad that i rarely ever see unless hes coming home with a bunch of checks in his hands and in nothing less then the 4 digits
:/
oh well. its what i grew up with and.. now.. im pissed that my dads been home all summer and is sTILL home
ugh.
its hella lame.
my mom would divorce my dad but she said she likes having loads of money :/
I swear my family is like.. a bunch of closet snobs.
its pathetic.
My mom wont let me stay the night or even chill with people who live in trailers... : /
its lame..
bleck.
oh well...
its life.
I ahvent seen my twin in a long time..
and i miss him like mad..
even though all he does is piss me off..
even when he doesnt try to.
i <3 him :/
not in a "ooo baby harder" kind of way either.
damn.. i dont know why im writing so much.. oh well.. i guess its about time i suppose.
and I guess I am just in the mood for venting.
even if it is just to an online journal that nobody will read.
i am no longer writing poetry anymore..
at least.. not now..
I cant seem to find the words to justify my emotions..
oh well..
im gonna go
<3?