fuck you all. fuck fuck fuck you all.
i'm rotting away.
i'd like to think i'm not.
that everything is okay.
that i have so many friends who love me, and that i'm perfectly happy.
but why lie to myself?
"i always knew i'd have to do something really hard one day.
i just hoped that when i did it, no one would get hurt."
"when i was little, my mom used to read me bedtime stories.
humpty dumpty always scared me.
nobody could figure out how to put humpty dumpty back together.
not all the kings horses.
not all the kings men.
i guess the reason it's so scary is because people don't want to imagine that some things can be so broken that they can't be fixed.
but everything is that way."
i'm so empty inside.
i'm on a mission to fill that hole.
wish me luck.
okay so that was PART of my old entry, it was uber-depressing and i deleted most of it cuz i started talking to erin and i felt better.
nick: what's wrong with a soggy filter?
hahaha!
nick: *points to picture of mary kate and ashley* doesn't she look like she's on bars?
HAHAHA!!!
VoOdoO A n T HeM: you are most amusing.
VoOdoO A n T HeM: haha i have weed.
thega11owisgod: oooh you are just so evil
thega11owisgod: you have been crowned queen of all that is evil
peace, love, and coconut milk!
<3cait
i'd like to think i'm not.
that everything is okay.
that i have so many friends who love me, and that i'm perfectly happy.
but why lie to myself?
"i always knew i'd have to do something really hard one day.
i just hoped that when i did it, no one would get hurt."
"when i was little, my mom used to read me bedtime stories.
humpty dumpty always scared me.
nobody could figure out how to put humpty dumpty back together.
not all the kings horses.
not all the kings men.
i guess the reason it's so scary is because people don't want to imagine that some things can be so broken that they can't be fixed.
but everything is that way."
i'm so empty inside.
i'm on a mission to fill that hole.
wish me luck.
okay so that was PART of my old entry, it was uber-depressing and i deleted most of it cuz i started talking to erin and i felt better.
nick: what's wrong with a soggy filter?
hahaha!
nick: *points to picture of mary kate and ashley* doesn't she look like she's on bars?
HAHAHA!!!
VoOdoO A n T HeM: you are most amusing.
VoOdoO A n T HeM: haha i have weed.
thega11owisgod: oooh you are just so evil
thega11owisgod: you have been crowned queen of all that is evil
peace, love, and coconut milk!
<3cait