wow a serious entry. time to get emo.

Feb 11, 2006 22:26

when i think about it the world seems so pathetic. so many out there unable to get what they want unable to do what they want unable to speak their minds. shy. fear. too much ego. or whatever. its pathetic. i feel like its one of me. i want to be there for them. we think we know. but we dont until we are in the place. we can not understand the feelings the thoughts until we jump in there. i know exactly how it must feels. 'cause ive been there and i am there. it makes me sad.

i'd say about sometimes or perhaps 50% i want to be lazy because i dont want to do what i know will requires so much of me. im so tired. i dont want to care.

this usually are guys or so i have not seen a girl with. whenever i see a guy in class knowing so much about history i admired. even though i hate learning about these craps. it tires me. but i get interested once im there. i like alexander. conquering wars with tactics like playing chess games. battle with persia, the greatest empire, so outmunbered in troops of 5 to 1 and yet still kick the crap out of persians. darius fleet his coward ass away like a dog the whole army fleet after. broken apart by a cowardice leader. i admire geniuses of wars. and perhaps i do know pretty well about history but i just hide it. talking like a man. i hate to read about craps like thoreau and what not. oh those philosophy bitches. im too tired to hear. but once im there. i know i'd use my brain for it. and i know i have it in me of a philosopher. but im so tired. i want to be lazy. so i step back and avoid it.

sometimes i doubt myself. life. seems so simple. right? yes. simple. but a simple life is boring. i like to travel like alexander. i want to seek out to the end of the world. because we. have no life. nothing to do. but seeking out. but i want more than just seeking out. i want things along the way. just like alexander got fame and everything. alexander picked up roxanne. it is said the first to inspired him to marriage. but alexander really was a homo. roxanne. so exotic. inspired a homo to marry a woman. haha. but greatness pays in tragedies. posioned hephastine, the man he loved, then poisoned himself. it is said he was sick but later in history we know that his men posioned him. because he was great. and great person contradicts ordinary peple. died at 33. the empire fell apart. divided lands. mother. wife. children. all murdered.

alexander. the great.

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