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i have been going effing nuts the past few days.....i don't even know what the fuck is wrong with me anymore.....it's like i'll feel like everything is completely fine, then i'll wanna get the fuck out of here.....it's getting really annoying.....it's like days are either really good, or really bad...
honestly, how many days have to seem like a breaking point?? i know i wanna get out of here, and i'm pretty sure that's ONE of the things that is REALLY bugging the shit out of me....but it's all so uncontrollably annoying to me.......oh well....
i'm so happy for ruth for getting out of her house! she left for new orleans today....which is AWESOME!!! but also kinda weird cuz when i go home she won't be there!! that's kinda sad....but i know she'll be really happpy!
work has been alright...it's usually pretty fun depending on who's there, so that's koool.....i'm not really sure what to do, because when i'm not working i wanna die, and if i had a car i'd look for another job, but i already have enough trouble getting there already....so i guess that's out of the question, which sucks because i really can't save any fucking money when i'm not making any fucking money. fuck.
ps. boys are dumb.