i gotta stay flyyyyyyyy til dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- Operation get out of east lansing starts ...now.
- i just must get outta here and go somewhere that makes more sense.
- NOT that i'm not having fun or whatever, but this is sooo not where i wanna be at all, i thought it might be, and it's really not.
i feel so incredibly trapped here it's almost rediculous. maybe if i had my own means of transportation i'd be happier....because i fucking hate depending on other people to get me to where i have to go, it's not really fair to them, and i'd rather just be able to do that myself. this is just the wrong setting....i dunno...i also think this is why i've been getting sick and feeling sick for the past MONTH.
i'm still trying to be optimistic about all of this, so it's all good, i'm just trying to think ahead.
on a lighter note, i'm sick of my hair......that was a pun.