merry merry merry
It's christmas. I rushed it this year without really appreciating the season. The loss of magic is kind of a downer but then i stand outside by myself and really take a look around at my life. And it's a pretty good one. I don't really get everything I want . Why don't I get what I wish for at 11:11? Maybe it's not what I need right now (quoting the rolling stones). I used to look back in the past and wonder what went wrong and why is it so different now. Now when I'm on this soul searching journey, I will take everything thrown at me because someday I know ill miss that too. So tell those you love how you feel because if only one day a year is the time to say it, it's christmas time.