Currently, this is what is going on in my head.
Imagine how many thoughts you actually think of in a day. What were you thinking when you were in the shower today, or two years ago while you were tripping on mushrooms. I wish I could return to those thoughts at any time. With thoughts come recovered emotions. Erin and I discussed this one day.
My thoughts have been all over the place lately. I dont regret anything in my life. Maybe because I believe everything happens for a reason, most of the time. Maybe because I know I can't take anything back, so why waste time focusing on something of the past. Of course, I do miss things.
"If you want something in life, reach out and grab it," a quote from Into the Wild. It is currently inspiring me to go on a self journey. Since I've been living 40 miles south of home for seven months, I have changed. I learn new things about myself and about the world around me everyday. I discover what is important in my life, and what isn't anymore. It's not a bad thing. The people in my life are crucial. I just hope I didn't lose a friend.
The world is so big. There is so much beauty, you just have to search for it sometimes. That is why I promote recycling, not for making myself feel better, but to preserve nature's brilliance.
Anyways, sorry for this philosophical rant. Seriously, this movie is making me cry.
San Francisco was awesome. Lost needs to come back soon. The weekends are fun. I like my friends. We smoked a few hours ago, and as you can tell by my jumbled (is that even right?) entry, I'm still feeling it.
One more thing, TREOS, the soundtrack to probably the best years of my life, is having their last show. I am sad, but that doesn't mean the music will end. I already have epic plans for this summer, nothing actually planned because planning takes out the fun. I just know it'll be good.