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i need someone to take this weight off my chest.
not push it harder.
this life is a journey.
this life is a test.
a test of my willpower.
can i make it through?
or will i fail?
i need some support.
to hold my weak knees.
i need a talk.
i need someone to tell me i'm going to make it.
i need the confidence.
i need the motivation.
i don't need your arguements.
i don't need you to put more pressure on me.
i need your help.
your my mother.
aren't you supposed to help me?
all your doing is making me think i am going to fail.
all your doing is making this harder.
i can't have a million things flying at me all at once.
i have to take things slow.
i understand you want me to succeed.
but it's so hard when it feels like your not helping.
it's so hard when it feels like your pressuring me to do a thousand things at once.
it's hard.
i'm going crazy just thinking about all the things i need to do.
and your constant anger and yelling is not helping.
you are my mother.
not my principal.
it's hard.
it's so hard...
to keep going.
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not push it harder.
this life is a journey.
this life is a test.
a test of my willpower.
can i make it through?
or will i fail?
i need some support.
to hold my weak knees.
i need a talk.
i need someone to tell me i'm going to make it.
i need the confidence.
i need the motivation.
i don't need your arguements.
i don't need you to put more pressure on me.
i need your help.
your my mother.
aren't you supposed to help me?
all your doing is making me think i am going to fail.
all your doing is making this harder.
i can't have a million things flying at me all at once.
i have to take things slow.
i understand you want me to succeed.
but it's so hard when it feels like your not helping.
it's so hard when it feels like your pressuring me to do a thousand things at once.
it's hard.
i'm going crazy just thinking about all the things i need to do.
and your constant anger and yelling is not helping.
you are my mother.
not my principal.
it's hard.
it's so hard...
to keep going.
///end///