Oct 12, 2008 22:44
There was a random party thrown at my house on friday, which we knew was going to happen about 6 hours before it happened.
I got drunk on midori sours and jolly rancher shots(the joys of having bartenders as party guests).
something snapped and i had to run outside
I had another panic attack
I'm not supposed to have them anymore
I have to up my medication
I took a benzo and Dana tucked me in (aww good friends)
I just want this nonsense to end.
At least I got my mental capacity back and am actually doing somewhat well in school. At least my accounting classes.
I've decided to be miley cyrus for halloween. I will wear a wig and try to convince some guy to be billy ray.